It’s painful.
To choose to live a life that’s not yours.
To become someone else, for others.
Not to live with integrity.
Not to have the courage to speak out against mass atrocities.
In the last episode of the fifth season of Investigative Selfism, I’m inviting you to smash self-abandonment.
I invite you to join me in inspecting different areas of your life to see where it might be. And to realise – but to really realise – how destructive it can be for yourself and (oh, the irony) others.
I also invite you to follow my political project, The Exploding Head, on Instagram and Spotify.
Stay strong but keep your heart open ❤️
Justina
PS. Find my political work that I mention so often here.
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On Fascist Regimes, The Heaviness of Interconnectedness, And Living Standing Up
With fascism on the rise, I share an extended metaphor with you that might be a reminder you were looking for. To keep on going, to keep on speaking out, and to keep on showing up for what matters.
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How Do We Choose to Operate in Times of Fascism?
Fascism has never been a thing of the past; now, to disregard it means to disengage from reality. As international law has crumbled, Israel is still destroying Gaza, and masked agents are snatching people of the streets in the U.S., I invite you to ask yourself how you choose to show up in this reality.
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On A Different Kind of Feast
In addition to the small lies, there are definitely the big ones. This short blog posts is about one of them — or, rather, about a type of inquiry you might want to make time for this end of year.
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The Fires, The Multiple Fires
“Let everything burn, except your desire to fight” – my year started with this writing that I saw in a beautiful graffiti project. It turns out, no matter how lovely this metaphor, the process itself can be quite heavy. And if your end of year doesn’t feel necessarily light, my piece is definitely for you.
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From Bug Bites to a Check-In on How Your Soul Is Doing
I start a new season of Investigative Selfism by sharing a metaphor with you that appeared in a form of something very domestic. I dedicate this essay to everyone whose hearts might need some compassion this end of year.
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On One of The Forms of Smallness
There are those with platforms who aren’t ashamed or embarrassed to speak out, even when their ideas don’t seem to agree with logic (but with arrogance and ignorance – yes). Let’s use it as a frustrating reminder not to hold our voices back.
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